"I know people are thinking, `God, what an idiot' for taking something without knowing what it was, and I agree with them. It was stupid, but it’s something I’ve got to live with. It was my bad judgment and I’m paying for it,” said Allmendinger. “It’s crazy to think that one little pill could change my life the way it has. But in the end, it was my own judgement (that got me in trouble). I’d do anything to take it back, but I can’t. All I can do is learn from it, fix the things I need to fix in my life and make myself a better person.
It wasn’t until after the B Sample test that I knew what (the substance) was, and began to retrace my steps."